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I feel like I'm gonna panic any second for no real reason. I wish I could just let things go, because there is no point worrying about it until tomorrow.
There's this not-quite-interview that I'm invited to in Vienna on Friday (it's not quite an assessment center, either, but there's gonna be multiple applicants). I was going to go, but it turns out it's a really really bad time for my aunt (who I was going to stay with) and I feel extremely uncomfortable all of a sudden. I don't even know if the job is full time - it doesn't sound like it from the ad, I wasn't able to reach the lady who had invited me today (just her colleague who said that it usually depends on the project)... and just, I don't even know if I have it in me to move to Vienna (in another country) so soon after moving to Munich and getting all the insurances and other stuff done. I wouldn't mind staying in Munich for a while, except I don't really like Germans in the work environment that much, right.
I feel like I've accomplished nothing today and I'm just... terrified. And sick of it all.
Which means I should pick myself up and go to the gym to a class, in the hopes that it will make me feel better.
There's this not-quite-interview that I'm invited to in Vienna on Friday (it's not quite an assessment center, either, but there's gonna be multiple applicants). I was going to go, but it turns out it's a really really bad time for my aunt (who I was going to stay with) and I feel extremely uncomfortable all of a sudden. I don't even know if the job is full time - it doesn't sound like it from the ad, I wasn't able to reach the lady who had invited me today (just her colleague who said that it usually depends on the project)... and just, I don't even know if I have it in me to move to Vienna (in another country) so soon after moving to Munich and getting all the insurances and other stuff done. I wouldn't mind staying in Munich for a while, except I don't really like Germans in the work environment that much, right.
I feel like I've accomplished nothing today and I'm just... terrified. And sick of it all.
Which means I should pick myself up and go to the gym to a class, in the hopes that it will make me feel better.