Winter.
It's dark, and I think my winter depression is creeping in. I'm debating if I need to up my meds are not. (I'm at the lowest end of the dosage for my condition.)
I think I've set unrealistic goals for myself this month. I'm doing what I can with what I have, and it's going to have to be good enough.
At least I like my hair dresser, and got a good asymmetrical cut with the option of growing it long. I had a dream the other night I had long hair and it was good.
I've been dreaming a lot lately. Sometimes about 'semi-real situation with bad boundaries' - aka, the usual anxiety dreams. Sometimes just incidental things about shopping or having long hair. I had a nightmare, even. This is all in the past 2 weeks.
I have to remember that this weekend there will be a craft fair, which should be fun, and a date night, which should at least involve some snuggles.
I think I've set unrealistic goals for myself this month. I'm doing what I can with what I have, and it's going to have to be good enough.
At least I like my hair dresser, and got a good asymmetrical cut with the option of growing it long. I had a dream the other night I had long hair and it was good.
I've been dreaming a lot lately. Sometimes about 'semi-real situation with bad boundaries' - aka, the usual anxiety dreams. Sometimes just incidental things about shopping or having long hair. I had a nightmare, even. This is all in the past 2 weeks.
I have to remember that this weekend there will be a craft fair, which should be fun, and a date night, which should at least involve some snuggles.