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Honestly, I'm trying to keep chill and less anxious about everything.
Tomorrow (or today depending your time zone) is Halloween.
Every Halloween since I was 5 years old, I received a phone call from 'Dracula' aka my grandfather. I knew it was him when I was about 9 or so, I still expected to get that call though.
He would talk about a grand party he was hosting for all the other creatures of the night.
It's going to be the second year without that call.
A part of me is like, "Fuck Halloween, time to grow the fuck up."
The other part is reminding me to not be like that, to have fun and smile.
It's just hard when there's so few traditions I have and one of them is just not there anymore.
Anyway there's big problems in the world right now, I shouldn't be a prat.
Tomorrow (or today depending your time zone) is Halloween.
Every Halloween since I was 5 years old, I received a phone call from 'Dracula' aka my grandfather. I knew it was him when I was about 9 or so, I still expected to get that call though.
He would talk about a grand party he was hosting for all the other creatures of the night.
It's going to be the second year without that call.
A part of me is like, "Fuck Halloween, time to grow the fuck up."
The other part is reminding me to not be like that, to have fun and smile.
It's just hard when there's so few traditions I have and one of them is just not there anymore.
Anyway there's big problems in the world right now, I shouldn't be a prat.