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So my life pretty much sucks right now. What's new? It didn't get horrible until like a week ago.
Last week was horrible. I just wish people would get off my back. It's never ending. I'm completely stressed and I have nobody to turn to (as usual when I'm upset). Christie's never around anymore, and Carol hates me, and well I guess there is nobody so it is pointless going down a long list of people.
I figured this weekend would be a relief. I mean last week was so bad that I just figured things couldn't get worse. It just seems like I can't make anyone happy. And I am included in this list of "anyone".
It pisses me off that I did so horribly on the SATs. I probably couldn't even manage to get into to Trident with those scores. :(
It just seems like I spend more time hating my life then actually enjoying it, which seems completely ridiculous because I'm only 18.
If I've never mentioned it before, I hate it when people don't tell me things because they think that I can't handle it. I can handle it, and if by some chance I react just like you think I'm going to react then perhaps it's because I'm a human and it is obsured to think that I could be faultless (sorry for the run-on). So I figured this person would have the balls to tell me, but I guess not. Well, I already know and there is nothing to tell. I guess I should confront them.
Carol hates me right now, as previously mentioned. We got in this huge arguement at the fair. It was/is retarded. I tried apologizing (even though I'm not the only one to blame), but she never replied. Oh well. Such as life. There's something else to add to the list (it's never ending by the way).
I'm going to CSU tomorrow, which means I won't be at school. Then we're out Tuesday, and Wednesday is early out. I guess this week now has the potential to be good. We shall see...
I hope something changes soon. As of right now I hate my life and everyone in it. Ok so I exaggerate, but sometimes it feels like that.
Last week was horrible. I just wish people would get off my back. It's never ending. I'm completely stressed and I have nobody to turn to (as usual when I'm upset). Christie's never around anymore, and Carol hates me, and well I guess there is nobody so it is pointless going down a long list of people.
I figured this weekend would be a relief. I mean last week was so bad that I just figured things couldn't get worse. It just seems like I can't make anyone happy. And I am included in this list of "anyone".
It pisses me off that I did so horribly on the SATs. I probably couldn't even manage to get into to Trident with those scores. :(
It just seems like I spend more time hating my life then actually enjoying it, which seems completely ridiculous because I'm only 18.
If I've never mentioned it before, I hate it when people don't tell me things because they think that I can't handle it. I can handle it, and if by some chance I react just like you think I'm going to react then perhaps it's because I'm a human and it is obsured to think that I could be faultless (sorry for the run-on). So I figured this person would have the balls to tell me, but I guess not. Well, I already know and there is nothing to tell. I guess I should confront them.
Carol hates me right now, as previously mentioned. We got in this huge arguement at the fair. It was/is retarded. I tried apologizing (even though I'm not the only one to blame), but she never replied. Oh well. Such as life. There's something else to add to the list (it's never ending by the way).
I'm going to CSU tomorrow, which means I won't be at school. Then we're out Tuesday, and Wednesday is early out. I guess this week now has the potential to be good. We shall see...
I hope something changes soon. As of right now I hate my life and everyone in it. Ok so I exaggerate, but sometimes it feels like that.