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I had a horrible dream last night.
I was at Auckland university and I saw Sugar and Law lining up to sign up for some course. (I don't know why they were lining up at uni and not doing it online.) I thought they were lining up to ENROL and when I started talking to them I found out that to sign up for the semester one courses, you needed to have already been enrolled and the enrollment dates had already passed and I had to either wait another year or six months to start at Auckland university.
Then we met up with yunnycakes and I panicked a bit more as we went around asking and begging for me to be allowed to be enrolled and signed up to a course like NOW. But thing was, I was so totally MORE THAN qualified to sign up for like EVERY FIELD except for engineering (yes, my dreams are detailed like that =_=||) and I couldn't for the life of me figure out WHAT I WANTED TO DO WITH MYSELF IN UNIVERSITY. I couldn't decide = arts or commerce? JOINT DEGREE? Or should I fuck it all AND DO MED???
I was all OHMYGOD WHAT SHOULD I DOOO???!!!!!!!! and yunnycakes started screaming at me about how useless I was and how impossible I was and how blahblahblahblah and then she calmed down and then sympathised for me. BIG LOL THERE. She probably panicked more about my future for me.
Then when I finally accepted that I couldn't enrol at Auckland University, and I JUST HAD TO GO TO DO AUT I panicked even more. I don't know why, but I had a thing against going to AUT (auckland university of technology) and I was all: OMFG I CAN'T GO TO THAT BUM SCHOOL. But of course, AUT is so more hardcore than Auckland uni. For many of them, you can't graduate unless you land your ass at least parttime job with something in your field of study.
But still, AUT is STILL AUT and people who don't know AUT will think AUT is a BUM school because AUT is AUT and it's NOT AU. FUCK.
So I panicked even more and then when I finally accepted the fact that I WILL HAVE TO ENROL AT AUT if I wanted ANY sort of an education between NOW and SIX MONTHS (which I seemed to have decided that I was so gonna be really hardcore and do like tripple degrees or some shit like that)... I sighed a sigh of relief when I thought: Okay, AUT... there's ONLY ONE OPTION. I was SO gonna do that degree for paramedics. LOL.
Okay, ever since I found out about that degree, I always knew I was SO GONNA DO IT but I always thought I would do it through St John because like DUH, FREE! But now I'm in a bind so I might as well pay for my ass. So I panicked.
Okay, now I need to go eat breakfast then drag my ass in uniform over to Sylvia Park to do CPR.
I was at Auckland university and I saw Sugar and Law lining up to sign up for some course. (I don't know why they were lining up at uni and not doing it online.) I thought they were lining up to ENROL and when I started talking to them I found out that to sign up for the semester one courses, you needed to have already been enrolled and the enrollment dates had already passed and I had to either wait another year or six months to start at Auckland university.
Then we met up with yunnycakes and I panicked a bit more as we went around asking and begging for me to be allowed to be enrolled and signed up to a course like NOW. But thing was, I was so totally MORE THAN qualified to sign up for like EVERY FIELD except for engineering (yes, my dreams are detailed like that =_=||) and I couldn't for the life of me figure out WHAT I WANTED TO DO WITH MYSELF IN UNIVERSITY. I couldn't decide = arts or commerce? JOINT DEGREE? Or should I fuck it all AND DO MED???
I was all OHMYGOD WHAT SHOULD I DOOO???!!!!!!!! and yunnycakes started screaming at me about how useless I was and how impossible I was and how blahblahblahblah and then she calmed down and then sympathised for me. BIG LOL THERE. She probably panicked more about my future for me.
Then when I finally accepted that I couldn't enrol at Auckland University, and I JUST HAD TO GO TO DO AUT I panicked even more. I don't know why, but I had a thing against going to AUT (auckland university of technology) and I was all: OMFG I CAN'T GO TO THAT BUM SCHOOL. But of course, AUT is so more hardcore than Auckland uni. For many of them, you can't graduate unless you land your ass at least parttime job with something in your field of study.
But still, AUT is STILL AUT and people who don't know AUT will think AUT is a BUM school because AUT is AUT and it's NOT AU. FUCK.
So I panicked even more and then when I finally accepted the fact that I WILL HAVE TO ENROL AT AUT if I wanted ANY sort of an education between NOW and SIX MONTHS (which I seemed to have decided that I was so gonna be really hardcore and do like tripple degrees or some shit like that)... I sighed a sigh of relief when I thought: Okay, AUT... there's ONLY ONE OPTION. I was SO gonna do that degree for paramedics. LOL.
Okay, ever since I found out about that degree, I always knew I was SO GONNA DO IT but I always thought I would do it through St John because like DUH, FREE! But now I'm in a bind so I might as well pay for my ass. So I panicked.
Okay, now I need to go eat breakfast then drag my ass in uniform over to Sylvia Park to do CPR.