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so i have developed low self esteem lately.
it's terrible.
if i had a quarter for every time that i felt sorry for myself yesterday, i'd have at least three dollars.
sara and john are back together, and that's a good thing.
now she can be happy, or at least has the opportunity to.
but now i feel useless.
the only times i see jay are in the morning and at night or when we are with other people.
which i don't have a problem with, but i wish i had someone to hang out with.
tina and ash are perpetually busy.
and i haven't really met anyone here in higgins.
i want to go home.
but home is not any better.
so i'll just wallow in my self pity until i get so fed up that i'll make a change.
it's terrible.
if i had a quarter for every time that i felt sorry for myself yesterday, i'd have at least three dollars.
sara and john are back together, and that's a good thing.
now she can be happy, or at least has the opportunity to.
but now i feel useless.
the only times i see jay are in the morning and at night or when we are with other people.
which i don't have a problem with, but i wish i had someone to hang out with.
tina and ash are perpetually busy.
and i haven't really met anyone here in higgins.
i want to go home.
but home is not any better.
so i'll just wallow in my self pity until i get so fed up that i'll make a change.