if you want me, you can't have me.

[essenceofsweat]

so i have decided to try and be a good kid for once.
after last night, i am done spending money on drugs and cigarettes.
i need to save money for school, so i can buy books.
instead of buying a pack of cigarettes, every time i get the urge i am going to buy cashwords, so i could possibly benefit from not smoking.
i also am back on the patch, i think that will work wonderfully.

so other than that, not much else is happening.
beth and i might open a diner when we get older, but i don't think she is serious about it
so i am not counting on it.

whatever, whatever.