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Jun 06, 2010 14:57

Title: One Thing I Don't Believe In 5/5
Author: essenceofmeanin
Artist gblvr
Rating: NC-17, M/M sex.
Summary: Dean Winchester and Castiel don't manage to stop the apocalypse, but they do find God. In reward, God gives Dean a new beginning, a new life. He is reborn in 1979 into a normal life with his parents, John and Mary Winchester and later, his brother Sammy. Life ( Read more... )

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roque_clasique June 8 2010, 18:15:02 UTC

You are breaking my heart into a million pieces here. Ellen, happy, Bobby with a kid, Dean with a bag of cherries instead of ring-dings... this is why, this is why, this is why you're hot. I mean, this is why you are my standard of gold.

roque_clasique June 8 2010, 18:23:55 UTC

OH MAN I didn't realize this was the last chapter -- I commented preemptively up there.

I absolutely loved this so much. Your writing is so spare and impeccable it makes me shiver. The last moment with Castiel, when Dean likens his desire for Dean's happiness to Dean's own despairing eternal desire for Sam's happiness, just, oh god.

As always, this is brilliant. It makes me want to do really douchey things like shout FIRST!!!! because I'm the first commenter. I never ever get that desire.

But to hell with it.

FIRST!!!!

hansbekhart June 8 2010, 20:43:45 UTC

I'm glad not to be first, because that means everyone is reading the story and everyone SHOULD read it!!

roque_clasique June 8 2010, 20:46:04 UTC

LOL. I don't think I can quite claim to be as big a fan as Twin Sister, so you can call FIRST for that one ;) But while I can I will call SECOND!!!

Your family, man, wtf. i want in.

essenceofmeanin June 9 2010, 08:00:12 UTC

ahahahahah i'm so happy you're first! i'm so stoked that you liked it, dude, i was hoping you would. <3 i fell so hard in love with this story, you have no idea. i feel bad that in giving dean as happy of an ending as i could that i've given cas such a sad one.

also, did i tell you you were in my dream a few nights ago? we were supposed to meet up but i was pissed because you were on the other side of this huge yellow wall and then i think ninjas attacked us. i dunno, man. and my sister does rock it hardcore, doesn't she? i think she's gonna start writing fic again, i'm super stoked. <3

and anyway -- thank you for coming and reading, it made me really happy that you liked my story. :D

roque_clasique June 11 2010, 04:42:11 UTC

ahahaha I guest-starred in your head! awesome. I've had fangirl dreams before, as well, always so strange since I haven't a clue what any of you all look like. i bet we kicked some ninja ass though, didn't we?

I cannot wait til both sisters are writing again! A beautiful day it will be.

essenceofmeanin June 12 2010, 03:50:28 UTC

i'm sure we would've kicked some ninja ass, but you were on the other side of that damn wall! maybe next time. *shakes head*

and oh dude, i'm so stoked my sister's writing again, i'm just as big a fan of hers and she's the one who dragged me into fandom anyway.

also, that offer for a birthday fic for you is still totally open! bigbang is over, i've moved, and the major life changes of the last month have settled down. so if you're interested, start thinking of some ideas! :D

roque_clasique June 12 2010, 22:32:06 UTC

that offer for a birthday fic for you is still totally open

OH. my god. really? really really? Okay -- well -- my standard prompt based on my own diehard h/c obsession is Dean, permanent mobility issues. But I don't know if you like writing that kind of stuff, and if not I will think of something else. Or if you want a few more words to go on.

Honestly, though, anything you write will be up my alley. It can be a half-birthday fic! *swoons*

essenceofmeanin June 19 2010, 17:59:04 UTC

really really! and i can totally do that, but i would love a few more words to go on since i've never written it before. :D

roque_clasique July 4 2010, 18:48:11 UTC

Ok ok. Howsabout:

an AU that explains why Dean had to drop out and get his GED based on the above prompt. (ie permanent mobility issues). I've actually been thinking about this in terms of Sam, and whether Dean getting seriously permanently hurt in high school would have changed his choice to go to Stanford. I have no answer, I wonder what yours would be.

If you want to do this that would be amazing, and if not, no worries! I am still your biggest fan outside of your family *g*

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