"What Will It Take To Get You To Follow Through With A Divorce?"

[essencedespair]

Mom: "What Will It Take To Get You To Follow Through With A Divorce?"
Dad: "Make me an offer"

I'm just afraid at the drastic change of lifestyle. My mom woke me up to tell me this, and said i needed to find a way to pull my own weight. I've been trying mom.

I'm just really afraid with life right now... :(

I need a little angel or something to enter

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(part 2)

[essencedespair]

oh, and no offense here, but this family has been to 1 counciler, and my brother had a therapist. The counciler was of no help [i think he used his counciling job to talk about his problems more than of ours]... and the therapist never listened to what my brother had to say, only believed the things my mom had to say. It was always my mom's side of the story that the doctor believed, and it really bothered me to know that he was treated as if he had no actual feelings in the matter. His opinion wasnt taken into account... and to me, ugh.. i just cant deal with someone saying to me "Your mother did nothing wrong... it is all you. You need to change. you need to be on medications.. you need to.." no.. i cant do that. i cant have someone tell me its all me. And no, i am not saying im pefect, i know my faults, i know my weaknesses, but i also have a mind. I study situations, i enjoy watching people, learning about their personalities, and watching events unfold. I know my mom is the one who brings all the problems to the family. This is coming from a woman who says "its not me who needs to change, its every one of you [refering to my dad, brother, and myself.]. How ignorant is that? No... a therapist isnt what i need.. i can deal with my own demons on my own.

And no, i dont toss aside what you have to say, nor do i feel you are ignorant in anyway, or anything inferior about this. From the few times i have talked with you, i always admired you. Heck, i even told Katie that i liked you because you always.. i dunno, caught my liking somehow.

I do appreciate your concern. Its very nice to know that no matter how long ago this was, you still cared enough to talk to me about it.

Perhaps we can talk again soon, because its been a while.
OH! and im writing a story, and would LOOOOOVE to have you make me a character... *begs* Pretty please? :D

Thank you!
Matthew

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[plasmabomb]

Aw, Matt! That is the BEST thing I've heard all week! You have no idea how happy I am for you! Wheee! *hugs*

You should totally get a new LJ, with happy unicorns that crap rainbows and butterflies that puke love to celebrate the change.

Concerning the therapist thing, it's okay. There are tons of awesome psychiatrists/psychologists out there that live to help others. It seems fate dealed you a bad card that time. I'm sorry he gave you guys such a terrible time.

Ehh. Rereading my comment, I came off kind of harsh. I apologize. I was having a crummy day and then I saw the entry and. Paff. Brain asplode.

I'd love to talk! I've been out of touch with a lot of my LJ peeps for a while now. Summer and school sort of made my internet life die for a while.

I would totally love to hear about that story. :)

Hugs 'n stuff
Kitty

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[essencedespair]

Eh, i dont think i have any plans on getting a new LJ, nor do i think ill keep updating this one. I dunno, it just doesnt seem all that thrilling anymore. Plus, i fear ill find some way to complain about life. Truely, i think the best thing that happened to me was getting rid of this. Relying on this to vent was just keeping me in the mindset of bad things.

I felt the entry you gave was harsh, but it sort of didnt bother me. I figured to myself "i needed to hear that when i was at that point in life". but, because life is better than 6 months ago, i took no offense to it. You had a crummy day? :( sorry to hear that.. as you said to me, i can offer you support if you'd like. ^^

I'll try to get on AIM more, and hope to see you. If not, i do use MSN (its really the only messenger i use), so if you use that, Darkfantasy87@hotmail.com is my name. Or.. we could chat through here or email, whichever. ^^

Good to hear from you once again, and i'll let you know about my story. If you'd like to sneak a character in, im sure i can fit it in. (i had my friends make me characters. katie made one. ^^)

Take care! ^^
Matthew

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[plasmabomb]

Hah! I was only joking about the LJ thing, crazyface.

I'll see if I can't get myself onto AIM more often.

<3