What did i do to deserve this?
i believe in life after death. i believe we keep coming to this world in order to learn lessons, and once we have fufilled our duties, obligations, and lessons... we will move on and our souls will be at peace... at rest.
i also believe in karma. I believe if you put out good, good will return. if you put out bad, bad will return.
But look at my ( Read more... )
my mom says "the family don't need counciling... that we do (meaning everyone but her)"
She ended up getting my dad and brother in... i didnt need it as bad as those two, according to my mom, and i saw that they were put on medication within like 1 to 2 visits.
i am totally... 100% against any medication that would alter someone's personality... or change their behavior. totally... just. refuse. i understand it can be helpful. like my dad, has a violent side (as well as my bro), and i understand that it calms them down and takes away that edge. but... i dont want something to control something about me like that.
Like they would put me on "depression" pills... and after much thinking against them... i came up with this. its plain and simple.
"Sure, it helps me cope. Sure, i wont be depressed anymore. But what caused it in the first place? Why would i still feel depressed, unless whatever caused it is still causing it. In other words, on these pills, it takes away my emotion to mourn the problems, but it doesnt take away the problems itself."
Yeah
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