Moods Swings, just another day of hell.

[essencedespair]

Well i have a quick chance to update, and i figure i need to.

i am alright, i guess. i dont know, sometimes its just like, no matter what, everything in life has to bring me down. some days are okay, some days aren't. Lately ive been having some down days. but thats okay i guess. its natural, for me, i suppose.

so im okay i guess.

and to further prove it, i tried writing a poem. Dont have the poem with me (cause im not on my computer), but i think i remembered it all.

Title: Strife

Decisions,
Collisions,
Spinning out of control.

Trauma,
Drama,
Tearing at my soul.

Weak,
Bleak,
Love is out of sight.

Trial,
Denial,
No ones 'Mr. Right'.

I wander alone in life,
In my worlds full of strife.

aint my best, but it aint my worst.

Matthew