Jan 28, 2005 12:49
So many snow days. It almost seems pointless to even go back period. By the time all this snow clears up, we’ll have missed so much school that we’ll forget everything that we’ve learned. It will seem like a new school year.. only with the same stupid assholes. You won’t remember your schedule, you won’t remember your curriculum, you won’t even remember who the hell is in your class after all this relaxing on a snow day stuff. But never-the-less, you’ll still have time, at the end of the year, to bitch about missing summer vacation days. Then you’ll all see. I’m dreading any more vacations.
Now that I have no girlfriend, no video games, no movies, and my friends are further than the school, I can’t find a damn thing to do in this house. It’s driving me nuts! Really it is. I don’t even have a reasonable amount of music. I have one NOFX cd. The closest thing to my other music is from when I borrowed Sean’s “You Brought Me You Love I Brought You My Bullets” cd. This boredom bullshit has got to stop. I’m so bored over here, I’m not joking, I taught myself to write in Greek. Yeah, I’ll say it again… I’m fucking bored.
Hopefully I can get my stuff and finally get a chance to enjoy this new, care-free, home life. But until then, I guess I’ll just have to learn to cope with my problems a different way and hopefully, there’s some more cool languages out there for me to teach myself. I love being insane sometimes. I’ll tell you one thing, though, there’s nothing like friends when things get tough. I swear I would die if Jenn wasn’t so sweet to call me every now and then. Thank god I still have… at least a few… friends. At this point, that’s all I really have. Hope these snow days end so I can have something to do. I’d rather set myself on fire than deal with another lonely, boring day. Oh well, someday things will all be normal. Some day things will all make sense and be how they were meant to be… No that “meant to be” ever really means anything.
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HEY! Some one should give me call and maybe we could hang out or something! Anyone? No? Didn't think so.