Aug 12, 2009 00:19
I ran out of cash and can't refill my prescription of effexor and am on my third day of withdrawal. Left work early, came home and googled 'effexor withdrawal' and read phrases like 'worst withdrawal possible', 'wouldn't wish this on anyone', 'can last for weeks to months'. Tried calling my Dr to see if he would give me a one-week sample pack and haven't heard back from the nurse. Considering going to an ER and claiming to be suicidal or homicidal. Whichever will get me some drugs.
I can't explain how horrible this feels. I think I know now what junkies go through. I've already gone through the bathroom and my car hoping that ONE pill rolled out. I can see it, feel it...
Worst case scenario, I call my mom tomorrow and beg for the cash to get the drugs. That should explain just how excruciating the pain is.