You're the yellow bird that I've been waiting for.

[eskaia]

"Thank you. Ya know, you never deserved what I put you through. I was a fool and I'm so sorry for everything. I think about it and realize that I fucked up hardcore, but at least I got a great friend out of it. I'm glad you don't hold a grudge on me, cause I royally fucked my life over. I figured it out a little while after but was too stubborn to go back, I thought 'life doesn't give you second chances, and I don't deserve one.' But even so, you are, hands down the single greatest friend, just everything, you are awesome. So thank you for just doin what a Lisa do."

...what's that whooshing noise? I think I'm falling again.

By the way, what happens on LJ, stays on LJ.