Aug 01, 2011 23:22
There are moments in our lives in which we want to turn the clokc back and just fix all of the mistakes that we made. I wish I could do that and turn back the clock so I could have gotten my licensewhen I wanted to and got a job when I wanted to also. I just want to fix it because everyone is all so disappointed in me now and I feel that if I can fix it I won't have to deal with them bitching at me 24/7. I wouldn't have to deal with this if I was either never born or died when I was supposed to. May be then they can have enough money to send my other sister to college and forget about me.
I think if I write that manuscript for teen actuality I won't have to write in the parents because they are not important at all.
I wish Jenna were real so she could help me. Its not like I can't do this on my own its just that I shouldn't have to and I am all of the time and no one even cares because they chalk that up to me being to emotional. Well, you want to know what FUCK YOU!!!
awkward,
fml,
shit.