Fuck Christmas
Yes fuck it, fuck it right in it's soft snowy bearded neck.
I've tried to not humbuging, the last few years I've moved from a "Fuck Christmas" status to a "Yeah..ok Christmas might be nice...."
kind of thing.
When I was a kid I liked Christmas, then Christmas slowly mutated into just another day, then it was the day that my ex fiance broke up with me on then it eventually after many years it became a happy time again a time of friends and family. I was shopping today and carols were in full swing, Christmas decorations were out in force and.....I've moved back into a firm FUCK CHRISTMAS stance.
It's going to be nothing but memories, good memories tinged bad by the bitter taste in my mouth of absent friends and hurtful betrayals.
I don't want to do it, I don't want it I don't want to be here during Christmas. It feels like nothing so much as nearly everyone I care about has died and I'm all alone.
I have had a kind offer to do Christmas far, far away and I'm fucking well going to take it. The further the better but the leadup, the leadup is going to suck.
I need a sign that says "Christmas well-wishers will be punched in the face".
Because they will.
I've tried to not humbuging, the last few years I've moved from a "Fuck Christmas" status to a "Yeah..ok Christmas might be nice...."
kind of thing.
When I was a kid I liked Christmas, then Christmas slowly mutated into just another day, then it was the day that my ex fiance broke up with me on then it eventually after many years it became a happy time again a time of friends and family. I was shopping today and carols were in full swing, Christmas decorations were out in force and.....I've moved back into a firm FUCK CHRISTMAS stance.
It's going to be nothing but memories, good memories tinged bad by the bitter taste in my mouth of absent friends and hurtful betrayals.
I don't want to do it, I don't want it I don't want to be here during Christmas. It feels like nothing so much as nearly everyone I care about has died and I'm all alone.
I have had a kind offer to do Christmas far, far away and I'm fucking well going to take it. The further the better but the leadup, the leadup is going to suck.
I need a sign that says "Christmas well-wishers will be punched in the face".
Because they will.