Isn't it strange when you feel like you're going to fall forever and suddenly a huge bed sheet comes under you and catches you before you expect to hit the ground?
It's amazing.
Today God gave me a second chance. I did ask for everything to be taken away from me if I did not deserve it, if He thought I would be better off without it. But turns out He said no, and he's giving me another chance. And I can't be more thankful.
It's amazing.
I therefore resolve to put in my best for Higher Chinese, no matter how hard and trying it's going to be. So I might not top the class or anything (first from the bottom -.-), but I'm just going to give it the best that I can.
That's what second chances are for.
Now I'm just feeling really thankful, kind of dazed (seriously you know what am I going to do next year when I have to receive results for nine subjects -.-), and on an awfully random note I'm so glad there are no tests tomorrow! I'm really glad that SS test is over. It was okay, I guess.
There was something that got me pretty confused today though: this time a teacher commented that I should have gone for Full Lit. It's just that everyone keeps saying so, and I wonder if I've chosen the right path. I know I'm planning to take H1 Lit in JC or something, but sometimes I can't help thinking if I've cheated something out of myself out of my stupidity.
Oh well, there are times I like Lit and there are times I don't quite like Lit. There. And I do like Geog anyway.
I have a fair ton of Chem homework today but I'm still really glad there are no tests tomorrow. Last night I think I slept for about three hours and it was the wake up, sleep for a while, wake up, sleep for a while kind. I think I was kind of zonked out in the morning, but only for a while. Sigh I am looking forward to uninterrupted sleep tonight. Besides, Chem homework can be pretty fun. Especially when it's about equations!
Sheesh and I got my first B3 for Chem today. Screw rates quiz, I need to study that topic harder. I didn't know missing that one lecture could affect me so badly. Sigh.
OH AND I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING: for some reason during assembly yesterday we were told something about no bonus points for us because we don't have PAE.
If this is true then I think we're all quite screwed.
How can anyone then make it to RJ or HCJ or anything?!
And while we're on this topic:2007 SINGAPORE-CAMBRIDGE GCE ORDINARY LEVEL EXAMINATION
I TOP STUDENTS
Note:
The following results refer to the GCE ‘O’ Level examination taken in 2007 at one sitting.
Top Secondary 4 Students
Name/ Gender
Grades
Mother Tongue
School
1
Chan Xinhui Kim / F
曾歆惠
9 A1s
1 A2
Higher Chinese
Methodist Girls' School (Secondary)
2
Pearlyn Ler Jia Ning / F
吕佳宁
9 A1s
1 A2
Higher Chinese
Singapore Chinese Girls' School
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http://www.moe.gov.sg/press/2008/pr20080124.htmYAY!