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When i look at brianna i see a little person.
coming into her own, her new adorable laughs.
she's such a happy child. i always get a sense of pride looking at her.
how far her and i have come and where we are now. i never thought this was something i could do. i remember when i was pregnant i was told about my cancer and this would be the only child i'd ever get to have. when allen abandoned me, (us) i told her "mommy needs you just as much as you need her, stay with me be safe. i need you." i've grown so much and learned so much over these past few years. when i look back i know now that i never NEEDED him..
i had done it all on my own. when i look at my baby, my beautiful amazing child. my daughter<3
i can't help but feel a sense of accomplishment. we did it. together.
i'm scared for some of my friends..
i see them taking that same path.
love is NEVER enough to keep 2 people together.
it's one of the hardest things i'd ever learned.
no matter who your going into something with you always have to ask yourself..
"what if i get hurt?" "am i willing to do this all over again?"
but you do that with EVERY relashionship you go into and if you get hurt in the end..
you'll always have your friends and family and most importantly yourself.
sigh. it's time for some outside challk with brianna <33
coming into her own, her new adorable laughs.
she's such a happy child. i always get a sense of pride looking at her.
how far her and i have come and where we are now. i never thought this was something i could do. i remember when i was pregnant i was told about my cancer and this would be the only child i'd ever get to have. when allen abandoned me, (us) i told her "mommy needs you just as much as you need her, stay with me be safe. i need you." i've grown so much and learned so much over these past few years. when i look back i know now that i never NEEDED him..
i had done it all on my own. when i look at my baby, my beautiful amazing child. my daughter<3
i can't help but feel a sense of accomplishment. we did it. together.
i'm scared for some of my friends..
i see them taking that same path.
love is NEVER enough to keep 2 people together.
it's one of the hardest things i'd ever learned.
no matter who your going into something with you always have to ask yourself..
"what if i get hurt?" "am i willing to do this all over again?"
but you do that with EVERY relashionship you go into and if you get hurt in the end..
you'll always have your friends and family and most importantly yourself.
sigh. it's time for some outside challk with brianna <33