I have to get over this...
I love music so much, and I really don't want to be one of those people who get all emo when a song comes on because it reminds them of so and so. But gosh, I started playing an album from my computer today and within the first few notes I felt like all of the wind was knocked out of me. I got a literal pain in my heart as Chris Cornell started crooning. This sucks, my ex and I were both really into music, so there are bound to be too many songs to list that will remind me of him.
A few weeks ago I was driving down the street and I flipped the radio station, as I often do. And there it was, "our song". My heart lept into my throat, and my breathing became shallow. I've never had "a song" with someone, not one that was so important that I couldn't bare to listen to it after the fact. This sucks, I have to get over it. I can't have all of these wonderful songs ruined for me. Most of which I enjoyed listening to before I ever met the jerk. I'll power through it though, as I've done with everything else.
I really don't like to say that I hate people, but I'm really angry at him. Not only did he not care enough about me to put forth any effort, and left me pretty much homeless, but now this? He's ruined music for me?! No, absolutely not. I need to make new memories to these songs. I'm stronger than this. I will get through it.
A few weeks ago I was driving down the street and I flipped the radio station, as I often do. And there it was, "our song". My heart lept into my throat, and my breathing became shallow. I've never had "a song" with someone, not one that was so important that I couldn't bare to listen to it after the fact. This sucks, I have to get over it. I can't have all of these wonderful songs ruined for me. Most of which I enjoyed listening to before I ever met the jerk. I'll power through it though, as I've done with everything else.
I really don't like to say that I hate people, but I'm really angry at him. Not only did he not care enough about me to put forth any effort, and left me pretty much homeless, but now this? He's ruined music for me?! No, absolutely not. I need to make new memories to these songs. I'm stronger than this. I will get through it.