absolutely nothing
there was this time when he was little
and he was playing in the sand
his mom was watching him and she was smiliing
and his dad was gone making money
and his sisters were running around in the cool green grass
as he played he looked up into the clear blue sky
and he didnt feel anything
but he was too young to understand why
then there was this time when he was young
and he was with this girl who liked him
and his mom wasnt quite as healthy as she was before
and his dad yelled at him sometimes
cause he didnt understand why his son was so different
and his sister ran away
and his other sister didnt play with him anymore
cause he started to feel sick all the time
and when he kissed that girl goodbye
he didnt feel anything
and he had no idea why
the other day when he was getting too old for his age
he was hanging out with this boy
and his mom was sent home from the hospital
too sick to be alive
and his dad didnt talk to him much about anything
but he kind of liked it that way
and his sisters were growing older
so he strayed towards this boy
and for once he started to feel something
and secretly he knew exactly why
a few hours ago when he was sprawled across his bed
the boy started leaning closer
his mom was out of the house
and his dad was no where to be found
and his sisters couldnt figure out his secret
he leaned back towards this boy
and their lips met
and they bodies collided as the boy pulled him in so tightly
the room got hotter
he felt even stronger
the boy pushed farther
this time he finally felt real
and he couldnt care less why
right before he wrote this the boy sent him a message
his mom was resting
and his dad was watching sports
his sister couldnt visit this weekend
and the boy told him it wasnt for real
that it was all a game
and he startd to scream
as the boy pushed him away
and now he felt nothing again
he didnt feel antyhing at all
and he wished so hard that he didnt know why
and he was playing in the sand
his mom was watching him and she was smiliing
and his dad was gone making money
and his sisters were running around in the cool green grass
as he played he looked up into the clear blue sky
and he didnt feel anything
but he was too young to understand why
then there was this time when he was young
and he was with this girl who liked him
and his mom wasnt quite as healthy as she was before
and his dad yelled at him sometimes
cause he didnt understand why his son was so different
and his sister ran away
and his other sister didnt play with him anymore
cause he started to feel sick all the time
and when he kissed that girl goodbye
he didnt feel anything
and he had no idea why
the other day when he was getting too old for his age
he was hanging out with this boy
and his mom was sent home from the hospital
too sick to be alive
and his dad didnt talk to him much about anything
but he kind of liked it that way
and his sisters were growing older
so he strayed towards this boy
and for once he started to feel something
and secretly he knew exactly why
a few hours ago when he was sprawled across his bed
the boy started leaning closer
his mom was out of the house
and his dad was no where to be found
and his sisters couldnt figure out his secret
he leaned back towards this boy
and their lips met
and they bodies collided as the boy pulled him in so tightly
the room got hotter
he felt even stronger
the boy pushed farther
this time he finally felt real
and he couldnt care less why
right before he wrote this the boy sent him a message
his mom was resting
and his dad was watching sports
his sister couldnt visit this weekend
and the boy told him it wasnt for real
that it was all a game
and he startd to scream
as the boy pushed him away
and now he felt nothing again
he didnt feel antyhing at all
and he wished so hard that he didnt know why