and the truth is that i dont ever want to go home
dear pearl,
i was driving today.
just like i do everyday.
but today it was different. today there was a new feeling when i grabbed that wheel. a stranger, more ture feeling when i stepped on that pedal. this feeling scared me. and i dont ever get scared behind that wheel pearl. it felt kinda good to be afraid. i had that power there in my hand. i wanted to just drive and rive and just not go back. never even look back. im so sick of sitting here looking at my mom dying, and see my own body turning to shit and see how im just sitting here alone everynight. i just dont want to be here anymore.
one of these days... i might not drive back home.
whatever.. dont even listen to this pearl.
i dont know why the fuck i even wrote it.
i was driving today.
just like i do everyday.
but today it was different. today there was a new feeling when i grabbed that wheel. a stranger, more ture feeling when i stepped on that pedal. this feeling scared me. and i dont ever get scared behind that wheel pearl. it felt kinda good to be afraid. i had that power there in my hand. i wanted to just drive and rive and just not go back. never even look back. im so sick of sitting here looking at my mom dying, and see my own body turning to shit and see how im just sitting here alone everynight. i just dont want to be here anymore.
one of these days... i might not drive back home.
whatever.. dont even listen to this pearl.
i dont know why the fuck i even wrote it.