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I was just offered another job at NASA--only this time it wasn't a "You'll probably get it", it's a "You have it if you want it." Arg! What do I do!? Please pray for me! I'd have to figure out rides (which is possible cuz Jayme works up there) and I'd have a lot less free time (an hour drive there and another hour back every day) and possibly less flexible and I wouldn't be with people I know and students who are my friends...BUT it's a great chance and good experience and I'd probably be paid more as well (not that money means anything to me really, I"d rather have a job I enjoy and get paid less than one I don't and be rich--and I'm dead serious about that). And this time Dr. Mantovani is the one telling me about it so I wouldn't be going back on my job with him--he's the one trying to get me to work there!!! ::frustrated sigh:: So is God like trying to get me up there or what? Or is this a situtation that doesn't really matter--but it DOES matter cuz it will be so different and affect me and people around me differently too--I won't be able to go out to lunch with Naty, but she is leaving July 1 anyways...I wouldn't see people as much, but a lot of them are leaving early July when classes end...I wouldn't get my name/face with the profs as much, but eh, who cares if I have research experience at the Cape my junior year? Plus then working there again even somewhere else would be easier. Plus it's for NASA...sigh...NASA...what do I want? What SHOULD I want?