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Gosh, I'm really loving my layout right now. It's so simple, yet it took me an hour to fix. ( It was originally a grey fade out.. But I changed it 'cause the hue was too hard to get.) Man, I miss October.. November's really being a beetch. I need to rant, honestly. Two people, two guys.
You, you're so damn fake. Stop faking a smile, 'cause it's not fooling me. Everything's NOT okay between us, so can you just like, stop what you're doing ? Don't call me what you called me earlier today, and I don't even call you what you called yourself. I really want to be your friend, but honestly, be REAL with me. You're really starting to get on my nerves. I've been there, or have at least tried to be there, for you when you were going through your problems, and how do you repay me ? Talk about me behind my back, spread damn rumours about me ?!? Like what the heck ? I really want to be your friend again, and I really want to talk the way we used to, but you're really not helping me out here. It's starting to bug me.. One piece of advice, stick with one personality.. Be yourself.. Be REAL.
And YOU. You .. You are so GOSH DAMN ANNOYING. I want you to just leave me alone, period. I want you to stop talking to me. I want you to stop bragging about all your abilities, and all your "expensive" things. I honestly DON'T care. You don't need to boast about all your belongings, 'cause it's just WRONG. I just hope that it's only me that you're pissing off, because then I'd know that I'm the one who's at fault here. But at the moment, I think you gotta change your ways. Just stop rubbing things in my face saying how you can do one thing, and I can't. Just stop TRYING to be funny. Stop trying to be my friend. You'll be my friend, when you'll be my friend. At the moment, I just don't trust you. You'll get there .. one day.. I just don't see that day coming anytime soon. And go ahead, call me a "bitch". Just know, I'm speaking .. well .. typing .. the truth.
This is soo hard when you're not swearing..
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You. You're .. you're .. you. I don't know the words to explain you. I haven't talked to you in a while .. and we have to play Ketchup. How's your fam ? What's your theme song, as of today ? What's your favourite TV show ? Who's your idol ? .. I miss you so much, you don't even know. I just wish you would realize how much struggle this is causing me. I hope that one day, this weight will be lifted off of my shoulders. I will tell you soon, I promise. I don't want to give up the opportunity to tell you how much I miss you, because I know I'm going to regret it, and regret is one of the worst feelings I've ever felt. I promise, I'm going to tell you before something happens. I don't care if you don't or didn't miss me, I just want to tell you. It's worth the embarrassment, because I'll feel so much better after. I'll keep my promise.. Don't worry.
You, you're so damn fake. Stop faking a smile, 'cause it's not fooling me. Everything's NOT okay between us, so can you just like, stop what you're doing ? Don't call me what you called me earlier today, and I don't even call you what you called yourself. I really want to be your friend, but honestly, be REAL with me. You're really starting to get on my nerves. I've been there, or have at least tried to be there, for you when you were going through your problems, and how do you repay me ? Talk about me behind my back, spread damn rumours about me ?!? Like what the heck ? I really want to be your friend again, and I really want to talk the way we used to, but you're really not helping me out here. It's starting to bug me.. One piece of advice, stick with one personality.. Be yourself.. Be REAL.
And YOU. You .. You are so GOSH DAMN ANNOYING. I want you to just leave me alone, period. I want you to stop talking to me. I want you to stop bragging about all your abilities, and all your "expensive" things. I honestly DON'T care. You don't need to boast about all your belongings, 'cause it's just WRONG. I just hope that it's only me that you're pissing off, because then I'd know that I'm the one who's at fault here. But at the moment, I think you gotta change your ways. Just stop rubbing things in my face saying how you can do one thing, and I can't. Just stop TRYING to be funny. Stop trying to be my friend. You'll be my friend, when you'll be my friend. At the moment, I just don't trust you. You'll get there .. one day.. I just don't see that day coming anytime soon. And go ahead, call me a "bitch". Just know, I'm speaking .. well .. typing .. the truth.
This is soo hard when you're not swearing..
! @ # $ % & ! @ # $ % &
You. You're .. you're .. you. I don't know the words to explain you. I haven't talked to you in a while .. and we have to play Ketchup. How's your fam ? What's your theme song, as of today ? What's your favourite TV show ? Who's your idol ? .. I miss you so much, you don't even know. I just wish you would realize how much struggle this is causing me. I hope that one day, this weight will be lifted off of my shoulders. I will tell you soon, I promise. I don't want to give up the opportunity to tell you how much I miss you, because I know I'm going to regret it, and regret is one of the worst feelings I've ever felt. I promise, I'm going to tell you before something happens. I don't care if you don't or didn't miss me, I just want to tell you. It's worth the embarrassment, because I'll feel so much better after. I'll keep my promise.. Don't worry.