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Nov 01, 2007 16:56

OCTOBER ! COME BAAAAACK ! I FREAKING HATE NOVEMBER ALREADY ! :'( It's turning out reaaaally bad..
Today was good, until I realized my phone wasn't at home .. Gosh .. I'm so irresponsible. I lost so many things this year .. My parents are going to KILL me. I'm never going to get a cellphone if I lost this one. Shucks, I'm dead you guys. I need to go on a cellphone hunt or something. But .. thing is, I lost it after I got out of my dad's car, and before school ended. So it has to either be somewhere at school, or somewhere in my dad's car. ( yn ) I'm crossing my fingers, you guys!

I wanna make this month as good as October was. I wanna make everything as good as it can possibly be. I wanna make the best of my year of being a niner. So far, it's going alright... But I know something is gonna kill it.. Sooo bad I'm going to cry. I'm really frustrated right now, but I hope something is going to turn up. :\

{ 9:00 }
I found my cellphone, but something else just totally killed my mood. I told you something was going to happen.. I told you something soooo bad was going to happen that I'd cry. Shucks, what's been going down is what you're probably wondering right now .. I don't really want the word to spread or anything .. so I'm not going to like fulllly expose my family on this thing.. So I'm just going to drop it.. Maybe.. If someone, *coughKEVINF*cough*cough knows my magic trick on this thing, then you'll know how to fill yourselves in on this thing. But yeah .. Just ask me about it, if you want to know soooo bad. You guys, I hate being right about this.. Soooo much. :\ I guess I was right about the opened "Trojan" and "LifeStyles" glove that I found in their bedroom. I thought that he was cheating .. again .. Turns out, he didn't, which is good, still .. But gosh, you guys, I'm not ready for this. They did this without even thinking about the consequences. Gloves are BAD, period. I found one, unopened, and I just took it away. 'Cause gosh damn, that thing kills like 32+ lives right there. Oh my goodness .. I'm seriously soo ticked off right now, but then again, I'm really worried. I don't even know for sure if what I think is right.. But I'm just going to write this down anyhow. So yeah, I don't want another sibling, to be honest, but I don't want them to abort it if they I do get another one. Gooosh, I'm like dying in my own curiousness.. I seriously need someone to talk to, but it'd be so gosh damn hard to explain. Damn ....

{ 9:26 }
I just read my religion unit 6. And .. I realized .. I've been doing do many baad things in my entire life. And .. a couple of days ago, I realized that I should live my life like tomorrow is my last day. Take risks, without a doubt...

Lord I give You my heart, I give You my soul. I live for you alone. Every breath that I take, Every moment I'm awake, Lord have Your way in me.
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