Relative to you I'm a mess molecules chaotic, dispersed collisions dis-ease im-balance
Relative to others I am fine I am cool as a cucumber silent as the eye of the storm I am lemonade on a hot day dripping down your chin staining your white shirt.
You were gold and sunshine in a world turned pale and sere You illuminated my sorrows and showed me my joy the words that fell from your lips were poetry and sustenance to my parched throat and coated me in honey your hands worshipped my flesh and made me sing
I may never turn a word or craft a phrase to my liking but I keep trying and praying for that peace that comes as these thoughts glide out of my fingertips and onto the page skittering insect words of feverish insight.
You burned with the light of stars owned the floor as we danced through bars liquid magic guiding our steps trembling on a precipice willing ourselves to fall, to live, to feel, to inhabit spaces above, below and in between tapestries of gold and silver threads of words, blanketing our heads blocking out the world.