"I need a glimpse of the future, to see if you're there..."
As usual, the horoscope below just about sums it up. I am having a really hard time lately at letting go of past habits (well ones I wish were past habits anyways) and am all with the uncertainty lately too. I feel like I've misplaced that confidence that everything I touch is awesome that I used to have.......I have to get some semblance of that back, cuz i am driving myself crazy second-guessing everything I do, and getting stuck in a loop of not doing anything/not getting things finished, because i just don't feel like anything is living up to the expectations in my head. But it's a process I know......just will take time. I guess this is not helped by feeling that I am generally slacking off at life, but still am having success in a conventional sense/ in the eyes of others, while feeling like I sorta suck in my own eyes, since none of it is at all satisfying or fulfilling me in the ways that are the most important.......
And really, I am just not seeing people in person enough and am getting a bit lonely/bored/apathetic/focused on certain people.......time to fix that, get some fresh air and new perspectives, and I'm sure the other things will fall into place again, i just need that switch to be flipped in my head sooner rather than later.
Horoscope:
March 23, 2009
Choice And Effect
Gemini Daily Horoscope
You could feel uneasy and conflicted today, as if you are being pulled in two different directions. You might long for a brighter future, but at the same time you could be struggling with letting go of past habits. The underlying emotion that could be causing these feelings is uncertainty. Perhaps you harbor feelings of fear about how your actions today will affect your future, or you might be unclear about the changes you truly want to make. If you set aside some time to gain a greater sense of clarity about what you want your life to be, you will be able to see your situation more clearly and make definite decisions. Reviewing your options and the potential outcome of each should give you clues about the right direction to take.
Taking time to explore our options and consider their possible outcomes can give us the clarity and foresight to make wiser decisions. Although certain outcomes might be less desirable than others, we can benefit from understanding that there are truly no wrong decisions in life. Each decision we make simply brings about certain circumstances as part of the cycle of cause and effect. If we are not pleased with our circumstances, we always have the power to choose differently. Approaching our decision-making process with open-minded awareness will help us to feel more empowered so that we can make the kinds of choices that will most benefit us. You can ease your conflicted emotions today by fully exploring the possibilities available to you and choosing the ones that seem most beneficial.