I Feel A Happiness Inside
It no longer amazes me that working with numbers and equations and algorithms and formulas and graphs and problems makes me giddy with excitement. It does make me extremely happy when I find that my brain can function in a completely different manner than it should, than it has for the past 22 years of my life. I no longer have to be that girl - woman - thing. It feels like the more I delve into this world of math and science the more connected I am with the world. I've never felt more connected in my life. And it's not even the understanding that keeps me. It's the not knowing, the questioning, the striving for an answer because I want it and I want to do things with it and share it with the world and have other people play with it and find new answers and better answers and better questions and move and move and move. The future is my salvation.