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im hooked on that song down there.
ive pretty much listened to it nonstop for the past few days.
its got me feeling wierd.
im happy.
but it makes me idk, sad?
not really sad.
just down.
but it makes me happy at the same time.
music has a wierd effect on my moods.
idk.
but, im still a happy dudee.
:]
i love life more than ever.
i live love more than ever.
that may make no sense to you.
but to me, it makes all the sense in the world.
and that's all that matters.
tonight im going to hang out with molly at the mall.
she's not only the love of my life.
but my BEST friend.
its the greatest relationship i have ever been involved in, and i hope it doesnt end.
the song brings out my inner self as well.
and it makes me want to be artsy too.
but i cant.
im not good at stuff like that.
so i just listen.
and imagine i am.
and im fine with that.
one day, though, ill find my medium, and my muse.
and i think thats a major part of my journey through life.
to find my medium and muse.
if not in the literal sense, then in the figurative one.
and when it happens, i will be the happiest boy in the world.
and everything will be okay.
and i wont be sad ever again.
and no one will be sad ever again.
thats another thing i want.
happiness for everyone.
maybe i want that too much.
maybe not.
but for now, ill be content with what ive got.
and let me tell you, its way easy to be content with it.
:]
ive pretty much listened to it nonstop for the past few days.
its got me feeling wierd.
im happy.
but it makes me idk, sad?
not really sad.
just down.
but it makes me happy at the same time.
music has a wierd effect on my moods.
idk.
but, im still a happy dudee.
:]
i love life more than ever.
i live love more than ever.
that may make no sense to you.
but to me, it makes all the sense in the world.
and that's all that matters.
tonight im going to hang out with molly at the mall.
she's not only the love of my life.
but my BEST friend.
its the greatest relationship i have ever been involved in, and i hope it doesnt end.
the song brings out my inner self as well.
and it makes me want to be artsy too.
but i cant.
im not good at stuff like that.
so i just listen.
and imagine i am.
and im fine with that.
one day, though, ill find my medium, and my muse.
and i think thats a major part of my journey through life.
to find my medium and muse.
if not in the literal sense, then in the figurative one.
and when it happens, i will be the happiest boy in the world.
and everything will be okay.
and i wont be sad ever again.
and no one will be sad ever again.
thats another thing i want.
happiness for everyone.
maybe i want that too much.
maybe not.
but for now, ill be content with what ive got.
and let me tell you, its way easy to be content with it.
:]