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this song made me cry.
im such a pansy.
its so sad, though.
im so glad, though, that i can cry nowadays.
i dont do it alot like i did a few weeks ago, but still, i literally went like 2 or 3 years without crying.
and now that i can, it feels good.
i dont know, dont make fun of me for it.
hahahahaha.
im such a wimp.
listen to the song.
and read the lyrics.
and tell me you dont feel anything.
its so sadd.
:[
Golden rod and the 4-H stone
The things I brought you
When I found out you had cancer of the bone
Your father cried on the telephone
And he drove his car to the Navy yard
Just to prove that he was sorry
In the morning through the window shade
When the light pressed up against your shoulder blade
I could see what you were reading
Oh the glory that the lord has made
And the complications you could do without
When I kissed you on the mouth
Tuesday night at the bible study
We lift our hands and pray over your body
But nothing ever happens
I remember at Michael's house
In the living room when you kissed my neck
And I almost touched your blouse
In the morning at the top of the stairs
When your father found out what we did that night
And you told me you were scared
Oh the glory when you ran outside
With your shirt tucked in and your shoes untied
And you told me not to follow you
Sunday night when I cleaned the house
I find the card where you wrote it out
With the pictures of your mother
On the floor at the great divide
With my shirt tucked in and my shoes untied
I am crying in the bathroom
In the morning when you finally go
And the nurse runs in with her head hung low
And the cardinal hits the window
In the morning in the winter shade
On the first of March on the holiday
I thought I saw you breathing
Oh the glory that the lord has made
And the complications when I see his face
In the morning in the window
Oh the glory when he took our place
But he took my shoulders and he shook my face
And he takes and he takes and he takes
---
this song makes me not want to take any of my friends for granted.
fuck, i miss everyone.
:[
anyway, im going to bed now.
i had a good day today.
the snow day was nice.
i spent most of it with a loved one.
couldnt ask for anything better.
my life is going well.
im such a pansy.
its so sad, though.
im so glad, though, that i can cry nowadays.
i dont do it alot like i did a few weeks ago, but still, i literally went like 2 or 3 years without crying.
and now that i can, it feels good.
i dont know, dont make fun of me for it.
hahahahaha.
im such a wimp.
listen to the song.
and read the lyrics.
and tell me you dont feel anything.
its so sadd.
:[
Golden rod and the 4-H stone
The things I brought you
When I found out you had cancer of the bone
Your father cried on the telephone
And he drove his car to the Navy yard
Just to prove that he was sorry
In the morning through the window shade
When the light pressed up against your shoulder blade
I could see what you were reading
Oh the glory that the lord has made
And the complications you could do without
When I kissed you on the mouth
Tuesday night at the bible study
We lift our hands and pray over your body
But nothing ever happens
I remember at Michael's house
In the living room when you kissed my neck
And I almost touched your blouse
In the morning at the top of the stairs
When your father found out what we did that night
And you told me you were scared
Oh the glory when you ran outside
With your shirt tucked in and your shoes untied
And you told me not to follow you
Sunday night when I cleaned the house
I find the card where you wrote it out
With the pictures of your mother
On the floor at the great divide
With my shirt tucked in and my shoes untied
I am crying in the bathroom
In the morning when you finally go
And the nurse runs in with her head hung low
And the cardinal hits the window
In the morning in the winter shade
On the first of March on the holiday
I thought I saw you breathing
Oh the glory that the lord has made
And the complications when I see his face
In the morning in the window
Oh the glory when he took our place
But he took my shoulders and he shook my face
And he takes and he takes and he takes
---
this song makes me not want to take any of my friends for granted.
fuck, i miss everyone.
:[
anyway, im going to bed now.
i had a good day today.
the snow day was nice.
i spent most of it with a loved one.
couldnt ask for anything better.
my life is going well.