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[..Ok to start off im tired of all the fighting and endless apologies that leave me out of breath. Im tired of seeing my name mentioned whereas placing me in the middle of something i've tried my best to stay out of. I keep mostly to myself hiding in shadows and such. I only speak when spoken to, and even then i choose my words carefully. Im trying my hardest to come out of this whole situation with level head in tact, but its getting harder and harder, the shadows become smaller and smaller, and everything i say or do is now a public issue. Im working as hard as i can and learning what its going to take to stay alive in a world that doesn't base itself upon drama and he said she said bullshit. Come december i'll do my disappearing act and vanish without a trace. And ill finally be able to live a life im happy to live..]
P.S. shizy- I know we've drifted apart these past couple of months but i want you to know not one day has or will ever pass that i dont still consider you my bestfriend times 5. the month long stays, the punkmart and bracelet whore ventures. the waiting by the mailbox for days til your letters came. the hours and hour long phone calls. the insane amount of time spent online talking to you. chocolate hearts and bubblegum stars. blue ducks. stdfu!, @!$#$%$ and of course the endless amounts of stupid bickering we did that ended with us perfectly in tact. Corilynn, shizy, shi, sunshine, the only birthday wish i have this year is to have you here and to see your face when i turn 20.
P.S. shizy- I know we've drifted apart these past couple of months but i want you to know not one day has or will ever pass that i dont still consider you my bestfriend times 5. the month long stays, the punkmart and bracelet whore ventures. the waiting by the mailbox for days til your letters came. the hours and hour long phone calls. the insane amount of time spent online talking to you. chocolate hearts and bubblegum stars. blue ducks. stdfu!, @!$#$%$ and of course the endless amounts of stupid bickering we did that ended with us perfectly in tact. Corilynn, shizy, shi, sunshine, the only birthday wish i have this year is to have you here and to see your face when i turn 20.