Apr 15, 2009 01:17
I was having a hard time sleeping when I realized what day it was. Yes- tax day. Yes- friends' birthdays. But also the anniversary of loss.
Jacy- I miss you- but for once feel I can celebrate you the way I was when we were better friends. You're still here. In me, in those who knew you. We spread you- although none of us realize it. I give away the pieces of you I replicate in my soul. I like to be reminded of this. And you still help me to remember who I am from so long ago. Dusting off those memories of our friendship. It was so good.
It makes me happy that I remember you- but so sad to do it.