crazy dream
I had the strangest dream, and while I was in it I though I was dreaming about everything I thought was happening. It's complicated. So I'm in the GIANT beautiful cabin style house. I guess it was in marshall. It was under construction at the time, being turned into a huge family home. I was in it and I remembered it from what I thought was a dream of mine. I had a feeling that I had lived there before and then I turned to maggie and asked her if we had lived her for the start of the semester a few years ago, before we moved into the apartment together. I asked her if that really happened, or if it was a ll a dream. She said that it was real and we had really shared a room in this house for half a semester. I vaguely remembered the people that we had lived there with, but I distinctly remembered the fireplace in the living room, and the kitchen with two refrigerators. The fireplace was huge and had logs the size of humans inside. I turned to maggie and she said it was always the plan to stay there and share a room, but then we realized that we couldn't live together that way. this is what actually happened in real life as well. She said that it was because I was crazy, or that I was a lesbian. I really defended that I wasn't crazy, and ignored the lesbian comment. The next thing I know we're in some high end coffee shop somewhere else, and some guys come by with motorcycles and ask us if they want us to take them to germany so they could give us a "ride". I freaked out on them and yelled "what did you really think I'm going to do. rip off my shirt and go at it right on this table?" then some psychiatrist who was writing a book came up to me and gave me her business card and said she was writing a book for people written from the perspective of others. she gave me some psycho babble about how I was super disturbed about how I acted to that guy. I told her that men have to respect woman and stop thinking about them as just sex objects. she just smiled one of those "right ok" kind of smiles and then walked away. Then all of a sudden I'm working there and the manager said that I'm good with customers because I just blow off everything that they say when they ask me to have sex with them. so then I told him that I really am not, and he said that I was probably only mad because I was on my period or something. then he told me to take out some trash. I was walking towards maggie, because she was by the back of the store, and some hot abercrombie type model walks by. I turn and watch him go and just when I do that he turns to look at me and smiles. Right when this happens I fall over and the garbage goes everywhere. maggie and the manager both just laughed and said something about the guy checking out some jason guy or something, when he was actually looking at me. not sure what thats about, but I really wish I could have lived in that house. When I was in it I could remember things like walking around it in the dark when everyone was sleeping, and sitting on the couch watching gigantic fires in the two story high fire place. I feel like i've actually lived there or something