for anyone who wants to reread(cuz i know it's been FOREVER since i updated this fic), here's the chapter links.

chapter 1 chapter 2 chapter 3 chapter 4 chapter 5 chapter 6 chapter 7 chapter 8 chapter 9also, triggery warning for rape. nothing explicit, but one is described. or well, the assault prior to the rape is described. not in incredible ( Read more... )

There was a time in my life when I thought the end was near. A moment when I could feel the very end of time nearing, the cold steel of the scythe of Death looming heavy intent on collection. A precision comes over the senses then, a keenness of perception. It's a confusing duality, that strange feeling of numbness and painful clarity ( Read more... )

yeah, remember i was writing this really amazing fic about these two really hot chicks kicking ass and being totally in love?

yeah, i know, i almost forgot myself.
anyways...in order to maintain a cohesive narrative flow, i added these 2 scenes to the end of chapter 9.

( enjoy a little bit of goodness )

i bring you fic!
a good one. i've been out of the pool for far too long.
this fic is literally for and because of my dear, sweet fitful_fire. this is yours, baby.

Mix Tape

( such wonderfully sweet, sexy fic )

helena the muse is whispering to me...
utterly pg rated myka/helena cuteness

( cut for the non-shippers )

oh how the muse likes to turn things to her own purpose. this was not my intention for this chapter, but this is what happened. this was not supposed to be as long as it is. but, well, you don't NOT listen to helena the muse.

Breakfast in Bed
( go ahead and make all the mango references you want... )

this was an insistence of helena the muse. and then i said, okay, i'll write it, but it will be fluff. helena the muse smiled coyly and said okay ( Read more... )

ficlet #2 from fitful_fire's prompt.
It was driving her absolutely mad. The lingering touches, the looks, the smiles--until one day she couldn't take it anymore...
InspMus: Animal- Neon Trees

i added in an idea i've wanted to steal for a while now, which i stole quite shamelessly from foxsmoulder. but to be fair, she stole it as well ;)
( fluffy fluffy fluffy, and a little feeling sorry for myka )

a brief ficlet written from fitful_fire's prompt.

Domestic
Helena had never seen her look quite so...domestic before...
InspMus: None (inspired by washing clothes in the sink, intended to be dirty, or at least suggestive)

Rating: M

( oh the fun behind this cut )

I edited chapter 6 of holidays and holy days because i realized that i left out an incredibly beautiful line. A line that i partially namef the chapter for.
"This was the moment that poets and philosophers sought after, longed for. That moment of perfect clarity and understanding. The moment, most crystaline, when the world, in all its chaos, ( Read more... )