sandra forgot her speakers when she left, so i ran out the door to give them to her knowing she wouldn't have gotten to the car yet(which she hadn't). anyways, coming BACK the adorable little dog on the upstairs balcony comes running out of the laundry closet(yeah some apts have the laundry fixtures in a closet on the balcony) and runs over to the ( Read more... )

I had a dream last night...and sometimes, they are more than dreams. I will wake up with a feeling that there was something more to it abd that i need to pay attention ( Read more... )

Last night i dreamed, again, about jaime tweeting. I don't even remember what she was saying, i just remember it was funny and happy and i DIDN'T feel like a douchebag or like i ran her off ( Read more... )

today's the day my dog died. where the hell does a year go?
i miss her.

about my dog. she had these cysts on her chest in real life. possibly cancerous, i don't know, never had the money to check them out. so in my dream she had had an operation to get them removed. she was all better but i was still worried about her. i dream about her a lot. in these dreams she/we are always back in virginia. at my mom's old ( Read more... )

the other day i found 2 of cujo's toys. i was pretty sure that i had put at least one of them away already, but regardless. she's been on my mind a lot lately. just...i dunno. i think it's cuz i had to move the bookcases from one room to the other and her ashes were on one of the shelves and her bed was in front of them. i hadn't moved the bed ( Read more... )

there are some things that we know intellectually, but never understand truly until it touches us ( Read more... )