(no subject)
well, at least it's not going to cost as much as i thought, but it's still 2300, so yeah....everything else is awesome, except that i can't get up in the mornings, i seriously have to sleep like 11 hours...i just hope that i'm not kinda depressed, which i have a feeling that i am. it's not so bad that i can't do everything i need too, but i have to push myself every single day because i don't want to get off my ass and do anything. even tanning is a chore now, which usually is the highlight of my day because it makes me feel so good. it's like a replacement for sex, which sounds terrible, but what are you gonna do if you don't have a boyfriend and really don't want one.
4 months...until i'm in chicago!!! my mom is scared, she doesn't know what she's going to do when i leave. i'm the girl she goes shopping with and asks what she should wear and what looks good. i'm the last girl to actually leave the house. i just can't wait to start to do what i really want to, not leave home. if the school was 30 minutes away, i'd live at home until i had to move.
I'm just excited, new guys to hang out with and hopefully find one to hang out with like once a week...perfect. I know that I won't meet any guys at my school or in my program, so I'll be needing to look for guys when I'm out at night.
4 months...until i'm in chicago!!! my mom is scared, she doesn't know what she's going to do when i leave. i'm the girl she goes shopping with and asks what she should wear and what looks good. i'm the last girl to actually leave the house. i just can't wait to start to do what i really want to, not leave home. if the school was 30 minutes away, i'd live at home until i had to move.
I'm just excited, new guys to hang out with and hopefully find one to hang out with like once a week...perfect. I know that I won't meet any guys at my school or in my program, so I'll be needing to look for guys when I'm out at night.