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yeah, so what's new, guys suck my dick if i had one. whatever, i really don't care, i've basically stopped talking to any guys that i'm trying to be with, i'm having fun hanging out with the guys that i've been friends with for like 3 or 4 years now, seriously, i don't need a needy boyfriend and i'm shitty at doing what i say any more, like calling or hanging out....i got the main man, so at least most of the nights i don't have to sleep my myself. I guess that my weekend kinda sucked ass to put it mildly, I swear I should have never gone out of my house all weekend and just been cracked out on pills....damn me for thinking that something could be fun, I just need to hang out at Ferris and Western and I'll be set, it's always fun with them. No state, because i'd probably run into the ex like i always do EVERY time that I'm there. There's basically no point in me having sex for a long time because it doesn't feel how it used to, I mean, it's there, it's just not the same. I guess medications can do that to you, make that stuff uninteresting and not feel so hot. People just need to be more genuine, I'm seriously sick of lying bastards or people that act a certain way just to get what they want....I understand, trust me, but doesn't it bother you after awhile? don't you just want to not fool people and just deal with the fact that you don't care about them or you don't want to have sex with them? whatever, I really don't care if I'm a super bitch anymore, just fucking deal with it, basically every guy I've met sucks total ass and I don't want to talk to you, don't you get it when I never say anything to you....hello, its a fucking sign crazy!!!!