(no subject)
yeah, so I don't think it's going well with the new man. We haven't talked for 2 days...maybe it's okay, I don't know. I really hate calling people, so I haven't called him ever, I just wait for him to call me. It's crappy how bad I want this to work, he's the hottest guy ever, I don't even care that he's 2 years younger. Well it's not the end of the world, maybe he's waiting for me to make some effort, it would be a smart thing. Well I guess I can try to hang out with him before christmas, I wonder if he's seeing someone else...probably not if he's called me all the time at night and he wasn't with a girl when I met him, he was with a guy. god, I hope that he's not a loser like all the other guy's i've hung out with.....PLEASE.