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yeah, so basically my new rule is that if I have plans to hang out with someone and they don't call me to, even just once, I'm done, I'm not going to waste anymore time talking to you or anything....that's right, I'm done with the second chance thing, it just draws it out longer. So another one gets crossed off the list tonight...that's okay, I still went out and had an awesome time. It's crazy how easy it is to meet a guy and make plans...and it's even easier to stop talking to them because they fuck it up or do something wrong. I swear if I kept track of how many guys I consider myself having dated, it would be mad crazy numbers, because of how fast the come in and go out. I don't know, I thought this guy would be awesome since he lives super close, so I could always see him, but what does he expect, that I would just get over the fact that we made plans and he just didn't even call?? Well I've been learning real quick what guys are like since I had forgotten because I was with someone for a year. So now it's back to the same stupid dating cycle...which I'm contemplating just dropping out of because somehow I just think that it's not worth it anymore. Wouldn't it be better to actually get something out of the time I would have spent getting to know someone....I guess the only other thing is that I would miss the attention from guys, if it's not there, then I feel like I need it, but if there's too much, I just don't want it.....everything is always a balancing act. So yeah, I guess that's what I'll be thinking about tonight....whether or not I should even try to get to know any guys anymore...is it worth it or not?