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can we say super terrible...so i guess i hung out with someone who has a girlfriend but forgot to tell me, or basically he's still seeing her? I don't know, basically, if that's the case, I'd wish I never met him, I don't know what to believe when everyone says different things and there's no one I completely trust....what does a girl do? just cut off the communication or what, do you actually still spend time with someone who could be doing his ex?? how could you ever want to kiss someone when you think that yesterday or tomorrow they will be with someone else? thats just wrong and slutty basically......although it does explain why he wants to hang out with people that aren't from there....I don't know, I'm so confused, I wish that I could stop thinking about it and just get over it or hear the truth, from him.....is that really bad if I want to catch him lying about it and that he's still seeing her? I just don't know how to do it....now, how am I not supposed to question every time he makes an excuse for why he didn't call or whatever when he said he would? I hate shit like this, it really sucks....especially when you are actually falling for someone and you hear this.....you can't get over this shit in a day, its like at least 2 weeks and when someone does things like that, I really just want to make a sign for them, or give them a scarlet letter that stands for asshole or cheater, or sometihng really good like that, so that any girl who sees it will know he's not to be trusted.....what to do, yeah, i don't know....i'm not good with decisions esp right now, i'm torn up inside and i'm hurt, I just wish I didn't feel anything, because I don't need this right now, not at all, I'm sick of drama and games and if that's what this is going to be, then its done.