i've come to realize this meme...
1. I've come to realize that my butt: is difficult to photograph on my own.
2. I've come to realize that when I talk: i rarely say what i'm really thinking.
3. I've come to realize that if I love someone: i shouldn't tell them to move across the country and then let them do it.
4. I've come to realize that I need: more hugs. a lot more hugs. somewhere around 12 a day would be nice.
5. I've come to realize that I've lost: an overwhelming amount of inhibition recently.
6. I've come to realize that I hate it when: i let fear and anxiety keep me from doing something or saying something i really need to say.
7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk: i hope to god i didn't drive there.
8. I've come to realize that money: isn't that important to me. i use it, i need enough of it to get by, but i would never work myself crazy to get more of it.
9. I've come to realize that my mother: is much smarter than i ever gave her credit for when i was a kid. and that most of my best qualities come from her.
10. I've come to realize that I'll probably always be: a little too antisocial, a little too weird, a little too obnoxious, a little too cold, and a little too ambivalent to ever be "normal."
11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on: somebody. i've said it before, i'll say it again, a crushless life isn't worth living. even if i get buried under the furthest depths of the deepest love, i'll still have a harmless crush on somebody else.
12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was: this morning, reading about jenn's dog and the tough choices she's being faced with right now. cancer sucks.
13. I've come to realize that my cell phone: is like my religion now. i look to it for guidance..."cell phone? how shall i spend my friday night?"...answers..."cell phone? who has called me while i was showering?"...and hope..."i pray to you, cell phone, please ring."
14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning: i need at least 2 hours to fully wake up now. and copious amounts of coffee as well.
15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night: i need to shake off a night at work with a little "me" time. or a beer.
16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about: that beer.
17. I've come to realize that babies: don't start being interesting until they're at least 6 months old. it's all uphill from there. also, they make family gatherings much more fun. and when they get a little older, they give great hugs.
18. I've come to realize that when I get on livejournal: i turn into candace bushnell.
19. I've come to realize that today I will: today is pretty much over. let's go with tomorrow: tomorrow i will get up and jog with echo, eat lunch, check my messages, go to work, love my job a little more, come home, check my messages, go to bed. then...three day weekend...woot!
20. I've come to realize that tonight I will: probably have nightmares. i'm having them frequently, mostly about being locked somewhere dark or chased by madmen.
21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will: we'll say friday since i went over tomorrow for number 19. i will get up, jog with echo, do some laundry, lounge a little, maybe shop with my credit card (so broke...shouldn't shop...must stimulate economy?), and hopefully go drinking with friends.
22. I've come to realize that I really want to: be where i'm at right now. i know this ain't no harlequin romance to most people, but i'm not that kind of heroine anyway.
23. I've come to realize that who is most likely to repost this is: dani? i don't know. it doesn't matter, none of this matters. ;)
24. I've come to realize relationships: are all different and you should never expect one to roll like the others. and no matter what the capacity, they are all necessary and require a certain amount of attention.
25. I've come to realize love: is fluid and often changes shape right in front of you.
26. I've come to realize my best guy friend(s): are probably looking at naked pictures of me rather than reading this silly meme.
27. I've come to realize my best girl friend(s): are unconditionally supportive as they live vicariously through me. ha ha.
28. I've come to realize food: is dangerously like heroin to me. i hate how i love it.
29. I've come to realize that when I'm a girlfriend: i often become more of the worst things about me.
30. I've come to realize girls and boys: are equally sexy.
31. I've come to realize the summer: will never be as good as last summer. forget about the fact that i didn't work last summer and spent my days lounging in the sun, reading on my porch, drinking coffee late into the night. just in general, no summer is as good as last summer and it has always been that way.
32. I've come to realize heartbreak: really? we're ending on this one? heartbreak is the only thing that can make me sob uncontrollably. it leaves me wretched and weak, tired and torn. BUT, it's also like being born (forgive the rhyme, please). it's totally scary, but all of sudden, there's a whole new world out there for me to conquer again. and really, very few can claim to have brought me to that anyway.
2. I've come to realize that when I talk: i rarely say what i'm really thinking.
3. I've come to realize that if I love someone: i shouldn't tell them to move across the country and then let them do it.
4. I've come to realize that I need: more hugs. a lot more hugs. somewhere around 12 a day would be nice.
5. I've come to realize that I've lost: an overwhelming amount of inhibition recently.
6. I've come to realize that I hate it when: i let fear and anxiety keep me from doing something or saying something i really need to say.
7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk: i hope to god i didn't drive there.
8. I've come to realize that money: isn't that important to me. i use it, i need enough of it to get by, but i would never work myself crazy to get more of it.
9. I've come to realize that my mother: is much smarter than i ever gave her credit for when i was a kid. and that most of my best qualities come from her.
10. I've come to realize that I'll probably always be: a little too antisocial, a little too weird, a little too obnoxious, a little too cold, and a little too ambivalent to ever be "normal."
11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on: somebody. i've said it before, i'll say it again, a crushless life isn't worth living. even if i get buried under the furthest depths of the deepest love, i'll still have a harmless crush on somebody else.
12. I've come to realize that the last time I cried was: this morning, reading about jenn's dog and the tough choices she's being faced with right now. cancer sucks.
13. I've come to realize that my cell phone: is like my religion now. i look to it for guidance..."cell phone? how shall i spend my friday night?"...answers..."cell phone? who has called me while i was showering?"...and hope..."i pray to you, cell phone, please ring."
14. I've come to realize that when I wake up in the morning: i need at least 2 hours to fully wake up now. and copious amounts of coffee as well.
15. I've come to realize that before I go to sleep at night: i need to shake off a night at work with a little "me" time. or a beer.
16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking about: that beer.
17. I've come to realize that babies: don't start being interesting until they're at least 6 months old. it's all uphill from there. also, they make family gatherings much more fun. and when they get a little older, they give great hugs.
18. I've come to realize that when I get on livejournal: i turn into candace bushnell.
19. I've come to realize that today I will: today is pretty much over. let's go with tomorrow: tomorrow i will get up and jog with echo, eat lunch, check my messages, go to work, love my job a little more, come home, check my messages, go to bed. then...three day weekend...woot!
20. I've come to realize that tonight I will: probably have nightmares. i'm having them frequently, mostly about being locked somewhere dark or chased by madmen.
21. I've come to realize that tomorrow I will: we'll say friday since i went over tomorrow for number 19. i will get up, jog with echo, do some laundry, lounge a little, maybe shop with my credit card (so broke...shouldn't shop...must stimulate economy?), and hopefully go drinking with friends.
22. I've come to realize that I really want to: be where i'm at right now. i know this ain't no harlequin romance to most people, but i'm not that kind of heroine anyway.
23. I've come to realize that who is most likely to repost this is: dani? i don't know. it doesn't matter, none of this matters. ;)
24. I've come to realize relationships: are all different and you should never expect one to roll like the others. and no matter what the capacity, they are all necessary and require a certain amount of attention.
25. I've come to realize love: is fluid and often changes shape right in front of you.
26. I've come to realize my best guy friend(s): are probably looking at naked pictures of me rather than reading this silly meme.
27. I've come to realize my best girl friend(s): are unconditionally supportive as they live vicariously through me. ha ha.
28. I've come to realize food: is dangerously like heroin to me. i hate how i love it.
29. I've come to realize that when I'm a girlfriend: i often become more of the worst things about me.
30. I've come to realize girls and boys: are equally sexy.
31. I've come to realize the summer: will never be as good as last summer. forget about the fact that i didn't work last summer and spent my days lounging in the sun, reading on my porch, drinking coffee late into the night. just in general, no summer is as good as last summer and it has always been that way.
32. I've come to realize heartbreak: really? we're ending on this one? heartbreak is the only thing that can make me sob uncontrollably. it leaves me wretched and weak, tired and torn. BUT, it's also like being born (forgive the rhyme, please). it's totally scary, but all of sudden, there's a whole new world out there for me to conquer again. and really, very few can claim to have brought me to that anyway.