i quit

Mar 10, 2005 13:10

I have had two in the last two days. FIRST OFF I AM NOT OVER COMITTED, I AM NOT UNORGANIZED AND I AM NOT LAZY, so those yof you who have implied that gett off your high horse. If you have made decisions for me lately or have assumed things about me or spoken for me, this is a warning if you do it again you will face the consequences of me questioning our friendship. also, treating me like dirt, walking on me, yelling at me and using me to fufill your power games will stop now. I never claimed to be a part of a certain group and if you don't consider me a friend anymore then fine, but i at least deserve to be treated like a human being who has feelings and a life. I have tried to tell you how i have been feeling, i have tried to be heard but apparently to some my life and my self is not good enough to be taken with any regards. I have done nothing but tried my best at everything i attempt and that included friendships, events and committments. Using and abusing me will stop right now, and as i write this i am starting to cry again. Also if i have been covering your ass lately and you haven't even been nice to me, i am stopping right now, I have failed tests and driven myself emotionally into the ground to protect certain people because thats the type of person, and i am not who you think i am as some of you are applying racial stereotypes to me, if i did the same to you I would be burned at the stake, so that means you have no right to do the same to me. iIf you won't listen to me maybe you will read my words, because I will walk before I become someone who i am nto or before i am such an emotional rwreck that i can not function.
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