i'm not that chained up little person still in love with you
it's nice to know that you can fall in love again after being hurt by someone so much. my last boyfriend after our breakup should have just thrown my heart into a blender because it would have been easier to get over. things are mostly good in my life. i miss mandy alot. my birthday is very soon. paul's around again which is awesome. amy lives in my attic. tom is amazing still. sometimes there are problems but without problems it wouldn't be a relationship. nothing really interesting happens in my life these days. lots of friends and not enough tom. i think i might buy new pants for work tomorrow. so it looks like tom is going to be a dad. not by way of me of course. it's scary and i don't know what's going to happen. all i can do is just be there for him. and that's what i'll do because that's what it's like to be in a relationship. too scared for my own good.