more sure than i have been of anything else in my life
i love tom and it's such a weird feeling. i miss him the second i'm not with him and no matter what i do i think of him. he feels the same way. wow. it's kind of overwelming because i've never been with anyone that cared about me before. we talked tonight about moving in together. i think it's a grand idea. we don't argue we just talk about stuff. there is never any yelling it's so peaceful. the only thing i want is to just wake up with him always. he's really neat though and i'm really messy. when i shared a room with lynne i was neat so maybe i can do that again.
so it's weird right because we've been dating for less than two months. but how else would i know if he's perfect unless we live together? we've gotta try it out at least for a year to see if it will work. he's such a good person and his parents raised him so well. i don't think i've ever been in as healthy of a relationship before. not that i've been in many. actually, this is my first "adult" relationship. not a teenager anymore relationship.
so i have to approach the subject with my mom. i'm sure she'll freak out but if i give her time she might get used to the idea. if she only knew how happy he makes me.
so it's weird right because we've been dating for less than two months. but how else would i know if he's perfect unless we live together? we've gotta try it out at least for a year to see if it will work. he's such a good person and his parents raised him so well. i don't think i've ever been in as healthy of a relationship before. not that i've been in many. actually, this is my first "adult" relationship. not a teenager anymore relationship.
so i have to approach the subject with my mom. i'm sure she'll freak out but if i give her time she might get used to the idea. if she only knew how happy he makes me.