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I will probably never get married. I am dating a complete loser in that regard. I have known this from the beginning, but there was always some hope, some little dream, of marriage there. I must face the reality that I will not get that from him. And really, in the end, it shouldn't matter. We love each other, we live together, and we are together. That is what should matter, and it does, tremendously it does. It still stings giving up that private fantasy.