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holy shit I haven't updated in a while.
not much has really happened. I've been working a lot because my manager got his face punched in and is having massive problems and can't come to work. so I've been working doubles and shit. I did another photoshoot on sunday and got stalked the entire time by a creepy old guy who propositioned my photographer to take nudes of me and said he'd pay good money to watch. ugh. how can people be so fucking nasty? we ended up calling the cops eventually because he followed us to various locations where we were shooting and he wouldn't leave. he'd hide in the bushes. I felt so violated. granted it was a public beach, but we had to travel thru some really sharp bushes and burrs to get to the island we were at, and he followed right along. then I was in the water during part of the shoot and a manatee came over and wouldn't leave me alone. he was cute tho, but scared the shit outta me at first.
as for my status, Mike & I are officially together and I couldn't be happier. nothing's changed between us, we see each other a couple times a week because we're so busy, and he calls me probly every 3 days or so. I like the freedom I have, I don't feel smothered, I don't have to ask permission to do anything or go out with my friends, I can HAVE friends, I can tell him things and he doesn't flip out, & most of all.. he doesn't control me. and I'm always so excited to see him, and the sex is amazing as usual. had to include that haha. he's going to Mallorca in July for like a week so that should be a good vacation for him. he gets to visit his best friend and have a blast. I gotta pick him up from the airport so I gotta remember to request that day off. I dunno what else to mention. my best friend Jenn's birthday is Friday.. she's gonna be 21! I can't wait to go to Vegas with her and just live it up. I'm working on getting my next tattoo too. it's gonna be a tribute to my grandparents.. I wanna get angel wings on my shoulder blades but I'm not sure what else I'm gonna do.
I think I'm gonna head outta here because I'm kinda sleepy? I haven't been to sleep much before 6am in a long time. it sucks. I don't know why. even when I'm sleeping with Mike it's hard to get to sleep. I think it's because I sleep till 3pm everyday lol so I'm wired and wide awake at night. he has 3 jobs so he passes out.. not fair! but he's cute when he sleeps. he like kisses me in his sleep like whenever he rolls over or something like that, and if I'm too far away from him he'll pull me closer and put his arm around my waist and hold me. it's so cute! I can't wait till the morning cause he always does it when he wakes up and just lies there with me before he has to get up. I LOVE that. I miss him. I like when he calls me though because he'll be like, OHHHH I MISS YOU!!! it's cute. lol I like being missed. I feel good when he says he misses me, cause then I know he thinks about me a lot. he hates admitting to that cause it gives me some kind of power or something, so he doesn't like to admit that he thinks about me all the time. lol OKAY I'm really going now. I always get talking about him when I wanna leave. oooooookay. night!
P.S. HAPPY LATE BDAY SCOTT! if you see this..I remembered on the 21st and I e-mailed you but it got sent back :( soooooo happy 24th! love & miss ya.
not much has really happened. I've been working a lot because my manager got his face punched in and is having massive problems and can't come to work. so I've been working doubles and shit. I did another photoshoot on sunday and got stalked the entire time by a creepy old guy who propositioned my photographer to take nudes of me and said he'd pay good money to watch. ugh. how can people be so fucking nasty? we ended up calling the cops eventually because he followed us to various locations where we were shooting and he wouldn't leave. he'd hide in the bushes. I felt so violated. granted it was a public beach, but we had to travel thru some really sharp bushes and burrs to get to the island we were at, and he followed right along. then I was in the water during part of the shoot and a manatee came over and wouldn't leave me alone. he was cute tho, but scared the shit outta me at first.
as for my status, Mike & I are officially together and I couldn't be happier. nothing's changed between us, we see each other a couple times a week because we're so busy, and he calls me probly every 3 days or so. I like the freedom I have, I don't feel smothered, I don't have to ask permission to do anything or go out with my friends, I can HAVE friends, I can tell him things and he doesn't flip out, & most of all.. he doesn't control me. and I'm always so excited to see him, and the sex is amazing as usual. had to include that haha. he's going to Mallorca in July for like a week so that should be a good vacation for him. he gets to visit his best friend and have a blast. I gotta pick him up from the airport so I gotta remember to request that day off. I dunno what else to mention. my best friend Jenn's birthday is Friday.. she's gonna be 21! I can't wait to go to Vegas with her and just live it up. I'm working on getting my next tattoo too. it's gonna be a tribute to my grandparents.. I wanna get angel wings on my shoulder blades but I'm not sure what else I'm gonna do.
I think I'm gonna head outta here because I'm kinda sleepy? I haven't been to sleep much before 6am in a long time. it sucks. I don't know why. even when I'm sleeping with Mike it's hard to get to sleep. I think it's because I sleep till 3pm everyday lol so I'm wired and wide awake at night. he has 3 jobs so he passes out.. not fair! but he's cute when he sleeps. he like kisses me in his sleep like whenever he rolls over or something like that, and if I'm too far away from him he'll pull me closer and put his arm around my waist and hold me. it's so cute! I can't wait till the morning cause he always does it when he wakes up and just lies there with me before he has to get up. I LOVE that. I miss him. I like when he calls me though because he'll be like, OHHHH I MISS YOU!!! it's cute. lol I like being missed. I feel good when he says he misses me, cause then I know he thinks about me a lot. he hates admitting to that cause it gives me some kind of power or something, so he doesn't like to admit that he thinks about me all the time. lol OKAY I'm really going now. I always get talking about him when I wanna leave. oooooookay. night!
P.S. HAPPY LATE BDAY SCOTT! if you see this..I remembered on the 21st and I e-mailed you but it got sent back :( soooooo happy 24th! love & miss ya.