Jul 08, 2006 13:38
Hm. You ever get that feeling like something is missing?
I've been home for two months now. And I can't say I've really done anything interesting. A few trips here and there, concert, but little else. My days are waking up, working, coming home, and starting all over again. I feel as if I'm stuck in a rut, and what is a rut but an open grave?
I guess I shouldn't complain too much. I have a great, healthy relationship. I have a job. Plenty to look forward to. Had some fun this summer. It just feels like I'm constantly looking for something that I can't find.
I don't know what I'm looking for, and I have my doubts that I'd recognize it when I see it. Maybe I just need some time off. Time away from... everything. Take a nice trip with Charlie.
so obviously desperate, so desperately obvious