Dec 10, 2003 21:55
Damn! I feel grand. I can't decide if this glow is worthy of descending a staircase or not, Oh Hell! I'll do it anyways. Hit it Boys!
Really, I feel wonderful. The throes of passion can be quite cruel, but Oh! awfully sweet. I'm finally back on my art. Well, if you call Fresh/Sopho shows art, I do. Today was a revelation. We opened our stage and with everyone finally memorized I had my chance to actually DIRECT! It was beautiful, I was up and running around and jumping with the kids flailing our limbs in joy and frustration while shaking with tremendous laughter. We've risen like a phoenix out of the ashes of our completely shitty formal selves and are finally doing something worth celebrating. Because honestly, if we're not sharing joy then what the hell are we there for? Join Japanese club for something to do after school, join us if you want to be free!
Whoa, wow. That's jubilant. I know I can be over the top, but God, I just can't help it. I've been so static lately that the relief is total. Then that feeling has been bolstered by, Oh my so essential, Mrs. Dalloway. This book is... I can't go into it, I'd lose something.
Right now I need to take advantage of this joyful mania before what may come next.
"The close withdrew; the hard softened. It was over--the moment."
-Mrs. Dalloway