Jul 19, 2006 22:25
The first thing I heard this morning was a co-worker asking me if I was ok and I kinda shrugged and said yea I'm fine....i was asked this like five times by five different people today and it finally hit me I really wasn't feeling that good at first today. I think the stress of moving out, having major doctor bills and just dealing with life in general has really started to kinda weigh down and I'm starting to buckle which is bad because right now more than ever I need to be fresh in mind and acting wisely if I'm going to make it out of all of this alright heh well all right and where I want to be...no offence to my mother but I'm almost 21 and its time for me to get my own space the two of us just collide far too much now. I'm really really happy about some recent choices though and oddly enough today i officially made a committment and than i get a fortune cookie not 3 hours later saying that I will always have good luck in my personal affairs :) I'm very lucky for all of this too because without the support I've had I woulda broke awhile ago I believe. The other day I had a great time with Sean and Og too I haven't honestly and full heartedly laughed like that in so long it felt really really good and I hope that we can work out a living situation together I think it'd be a good combo. anywho thats my little update for now I hope all are having good times