Stess Ful Day

[eric_darnell123]

Um lets see here where to start at um me and dad aint having a great week cause he is being a ass for all the wrong reasons and thats very immature holly says and i think she is right. Get that i said she was right hell i better right that down for me to believe lol. Um mom and dad aint doing so hot and it really sucks cause i love both of my parents and i dont want to see them split up but if mom and dad aint happy then there aint no reason fot them to be togethor no time to waste more time than they have time i mean there both getting older and time is not wat they have no affence mom or dad. An then this whole thing with bryan has got me alittle worried cause i havent talked to him or texted me so im not sure. I hope and pray he didnt do nothin stupid. Then i have to worry about my own love life with my women. I cant slip up and im trying not to that much neways i mean i want to make this a Valentines day a day she will always remember. I have a plan but im not sure if it is going to work but we will c wont we. I love her alot and u know i dont want to take anything out on her and i want her to become such a strong couple that not even a damn fight comes along for a long time. I think im just stressed out cause i havent had a smoke in like 3 days and damn im shaking and it sucks but im fighting it and i dont want to feen anymore cause its a nasty habit and if u ever smoke then u understand wat im saying cause nicotine is very addicitve. U have to have the will to quit and i have that. Everything is going ok between me and holly and thats really wat im worried and i hope she is happy and i have a 80 percent sure she is happy but theres always a voice in my head saying that she may not. I gonna go take my test wednesday god i hope i pass only so i can drive in a month. im tired of havibng holly drive im ready to do that. Thats about wats all on my mind if u have any soultions tell me cause id like to know.
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