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[eric_darnell123]

Well let c how did today go um it wasnt to bad lol. me and holly went over to little johns house n we was trying to watch a movie but between big john and little john we couldnt and i just was rele irrated cause i just wanted to be with her alone n thats wasnt happening right then and there. well i finally just said do u want to go back to my house and she wanted to and she knew i wanted to cause i wanted to spend time with her alone. N i told her john that me and her were going back to my house alone and he was kool with that but u can only take so much of john if u know wat i mean. Well i forgot to mention that we ran into jessica benton and jessica wilson which they didnt make things ne better even though i didnt rele talk to either one of them i mean jessica benton tried to talk to me but i wasnt rele in the mood to be nice to her. i doubt i ever do lol but i will for holly and if it can benefit me and her i am gonna be down for it cause i want to be with her for a long time and i hope she wants to be with me for a long time and if u read that babe tell me if u do ok. Um really i will be honest about everything cause this is my journal u know im not like happy that holly is still talkin to chris like textin cause she went on a date with him and i dont like that and u know if he is kool thats is awesome but still he went on a date with her and i am her bf and just dont like that and im not talkin to any girls. U know im not sure if thats just a protective thing or not but im just trying to except it right now but i hope he slowly gets the hell out of my life lol. Well last night when me and holly came home we sat in my room and watched that movie and it wasnt that good and i finally just turned off the t.v. and me and holly just layed down there and talked. Thats so good that we can communcate cause it helps alot and there is alot going on in my life right and she is there for me. She dont really understand alot of it but thats only because she hasnt been in this situation. For example mom and dad and holly u know wat im talkin about dont u babe. I mean if that happens u know how hard that is gonna be i mean if we wouldnt have split i would ask u but im not gonna put u in that situation cause this aint ur problem this is my familys and if u want to be part of my family and help thats up to u an the offer is always there for u. Holly im really worried about Bryan i dunno wats up with him i mean i need to talk to him cause im really worried about him u know. Well then she left at like 3 or so and after that i took my ass to bed lol but b4 that happened i called and talked to her on the phone all the way home just to make sure she is ok and u know just to talk it helps me alot and i like it and babe do u like me talkin to u on the phone while ur going home. Well when she got home she went to bed and so did at my house and then i got a call at like 8:30 or 9 i dunno i didnt look at the clock and guess wat it was her saying she was on her way and of course i was asleep so i was like half awake u know lol. Then she got off the phone and then i went back to bed lol and then i got another call at like 12 and it was mike and i was like hello half awake and he was just tellin me he was gonna be at work at like 2:15 then i said ok then at like 2:00 he came and picked me up and me and him went to work and we fixed a few things for the Wash. Then he took me home and me and mom and dad all talked about some things (holly u know) and i didnt really do nothin i hope he changes his ways but i doubt seeing it so im not trying to count him out cause he is my dad and he is like one of my best friend but i just dont seeing it happening but i hope it does happen. Well Then i went to holly and mom drove me but thats gonna be changing soon cause im gonna take my test wednesday and u know what that means im gonna study my ass off for me i mean im gonna try to pass it with everything i got. Well on our way we was talkin and she stopped at subway and i got a footlong ham and cheese and then i got 5 cookies and on the way we stopped and got gas but i got out when it was raining and paid and then pumped the gas for mom cause i didnt want her to get wet so then when me and mom got to holly she told me bye and all that and then i got out and carried my bowling balls to holly room and then i seen my baby (MOllY) lol and her lol im just kidding u r my baby (Holly). Well then i laid next to her on the couch for a good 20 minutes and just loved her and told her a few things and then we got up and hung 2 curtans and it sucked cause they didnt have a drill gun n if ur use to working with one then u never want to use a screw driver again lol well then we went to go to talk to her parents and tell them we was going to shoot pool and then somethin went bad u know when me and holly split they just dont like me or dont trust me and its gonna take time yet again lol. Thats ok i dont think it matters cause this time im going to do whatever it takes. If it beneifits me and her im going to do it and thats a promise. Well im just about to type a report i know its late but its not gonna type it self is it lol. IM out
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